Thursday, May 22, 2008

JUST FACE IT

HELLO! WOW... I'm back from my normal routine. I was so laborious these days that I haven't written any in my blog. My summer class took most of my precious time. My professor required the class to write a one year training program. Fortunately, although tired, I was able to make it. I had worked for that paper for 8 days. It was a very knowledgeable experience since I learned a lot of things about basketball (come again? a what? basketball? wahahaah).

What's new with me?

Nothing much. I'm just still working as a part-timer, but this time my work becomes tiring and exhausting. I always enjoy teaching others. I share my experience and my knowledge about something. Everyday, I talk to different people with different personalities. Some are rude but many are thoughtful. Even if I'm tired, I always see to it that all of my student will enjoy my company. HARRY POTTER, CHO CHANG, MR JOLLY, MR KIMURA, MS LONDON, MS OPERA, MR PRINCIPAL, MR RUDE, AND A LOT LOT LOT MORE.

These people make my life more meaningful and colorful. I admire, treasure, and appreciate there stories. They would always tell me their experiences about life. Harry Potter and Cho Chang show their desire and interest by sharing their everyday activities. Thanks a lot.

HOW ABOUT YOUR OLD STUD "N"?

I don't know. I haven't talked to and seen him for a long time. Something weird happened. I couldn't explain it explicitly and clearly. I'm just so curious and have wondered why this thing happened (again). Before, we chatted like crazy as if tomorrow would never come. But now, it rarely happened (occured by chance). Anyways, as I would always tell myself, "just face it. It's just part of life. Problems are part of life. All of you, yes you, are part of my life. My life revolves around you guys." I always face problems and consequences but sometimes I want to give up (you know).

OKAY.... SO HOW COULD I FIX THIS PROBLEM?

According to my friend, a GOOD apology has 3 parts:

1. I'm sorry.

2. It's my fault.

3. How do I make it right?

As my friend would say, "A lot of people usually miss the third part."

Yes, I believe so. I understand now. It is better I think to fix this problem right away. But how? I really don't know how. Someone Blocks my way. Someone is always there hindering and HAMPERING this progress (I don't know if intentionally or not). And because of this, a lot of people hate me, mad at me, and feel extremely bad towards me (omg). I'M SO SELFISH I THINK. YES I KNOW IT. SO? I DON'T KNOW. LET TIME SOLVE THIS PROBLEM.

ate mm, chapot, chudingmai, and shane.... I'M VERY SORRY. I HAVEN'T TALKED TO YOU OR EVEN CALLED YOU FOR QUITE SOMETIMES BECAUSE OF MY BUSY SCHEDULE. I HAVE NO TIME RIGHT NOW. BUT I PROMISE TO CALL ALL OF YOU WHENEVER I'M FREE. THANKS....

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