THAT'S LIFE... a letter from myself... for myself..

To Rommel,

You know life is just like that. People sometimes want you because they need you. But after that, they will definitely neglect you. They would act and look nice to you but then, after all the things you've done to them, they will suddenly forget you. People are just like that i think. Life must go on. Remember that there is a reason for everything. Just let them do what they want. After all, it's there own choice anyway. If they opt to be with you then it's fine. You don't need to force yourself beyond the normal limitation. Hey Rommel.... don't act like an idiot. Don't be so immature. Forget those people and live as if everyone wants you.

You know.... they are just part of your life. Your life in this world will be boring without them. Just avoid them. Delete them from your Skype account, Friendster, Multiply, and Facebook. IF possible, block them.... hehe....



Sincerely Yours,
Your Alter Ego

5TH YEAR 1ST SEMESTER.

hello everyone...
i wasn't able to visit my blog these past few days since i have been so busy doing some works and other stuff. i had no time actually to write nor visit my blog. so i decided to do so.

hehe i went to the mall with my siblings and friend earlier today. we ate in a japanese restaurant for lunch. i ordered gyudon and meso soap for a change. it was a very voracious but palatable lunch. i almost wanted to order another but decided not to. i was just frustrated when there was no "natto" in that restaurant(how come....).

after that delightful time, we just roamed around the mall, bought a pair of shoes and new clothes, and wandered again for about an hour. time passed by to quickly. it was 5 pm so we decided to get home.

wow! that was an awesome day for me. it has been a loooooooong time since i spent my time with my brother and sister.

oppppppppppppps... Classes in the university are looooooooooming. i'm so excited to see my always-there-for-me friends, very-loyal-and-funny classmates, and professors.

last week was the regitration day in the university. it was,NO DOUBT, a very exahusting, time-consuming, enduring, and tiring day. the registration process was still so sluggish. i had to fall in line for 2 hours just to take one subject(i'm not kidding). i drank lots of soda and bottles of mineral waters at that day. it took me about 2 days to bring the registration to an end. huh

i got 21 units this semester (7 subjects....ammmmmmm still thinking how to balance my time). i can do it... i know....

JUST FACE IT

HELLO! WOW... I'm back from my normal routine. I was so laborious these days that I haven't written any in my blog. My summer class took most of my precious time. My professor required the class to write a one year training program. Fortunately, although tired, I was able to make it. I had worked for that paper for 8 days. It was a very knowledgeable experience since I learned a lot of things about basketball (come again? a what? basketball? wahahaah).

What's new with me?

Nothing much. I'm just still working as a part-timer, but this time my work becomes tiring and exhausting. I always enjoy teaching others. I share my experience and my knowledge about something. Everyday, I talk to different people with different personalities. Some are rude but many are thoughtful. Even if I'm tired, I always see to it that all of my student will enjoy my company. HARRY POTTER, CHO CHANG, MR JOLLY, MR KIMURA, MS LONDON, MS OPERA, MR PRINCIPAL, MR RUDE, AND A LOT LOT LOT MORE.

These people make my life more meaningful and colorful. I admire, treasure, and appreciate there stories. They would always tell me their experiences about life. Harry Potter and Cho Chang show their desire and interest by sharing their everyday activities. Thanks a lot.

HOW ABOUT YOUR OLD STUD "N"?

I don't know. I haven't talked to and seen him for a long time. Something weird happened. I couldn't explain it explicitly and clearly. I'm just so curious and have wondered why this thing happened (again). Before, we chatted like crazy as if tomorrow would never come. But now, it rarely happened (occured by chance). Anyways, as I would always tell myself, "just face it. It's just part of life. Problems are part of life. All of you, yes you, are part of my life. My life revolves around you guys." I always face problems and consequences but sometimes I want to give up (you know).

OKAY.... SO HOW COULD I FIX THIS PROBLEM?

According to my friend, a GOOD apology has 3 parts:

1. I'm sorry.

2. It's my fault.

3. How do I make it right?

As my friend would say, "A lot of people usually miss the third part."

Yes, I believe so. I understand now. It is better I think to fix this problem right away. But how? I really don't know how. Someone Blocks my way. Someone is always there hindering and HAMPERING this progress (I don't know if intentionally or not). And because of this, a lot of people hate me, mad at me, and feel extremely bad towards me (omg). I'M SO SELFISH I THINK. YES I KNOW IT. SO? I DON'T KNOW. LET TIME SOLVE THIS PROBLEM.

ate mm, chapot, chudingmai, and shane.... I'M VERY SORRY. I HAVEN'T TALKED TO YOU OR EVEN CALLED YOU FOR QUITE SOMETIMES BECAUSE OF MY BUSY SCHEDULE. I HAVE NO TIME RIGHT NOW. BUT I PROMISE TO CALL ALL OF YOU WHENEVER I'M FREE. THANKS....

I'M BACK

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRY!!!!!! OMG... It's been a while when I posted something in my blog. I've been so busy these days that I have no time to visit my blog. I'm very sorry.

Today was just a normal day, nothing really special happened except that I went out with my friends last night. The time passed by without even saying that I stressed myself to much.

My work was just the same. I still had the same set of student. All of them, FORTUNATELY, were so nice.

wow... I talked to MS LONDON earlier and she said a lot of things about her trip (NAKO EVA... KUNG BINABASA MO ETO.... MATATAWA KA... AS IN..).

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OMG OMG OMG OMG... WHAT'S HAPPENING HERE?

Two days ago, I was preparing for my lesson when I read an article about this earthquake incident in China. I was so SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD about it. I couln't stop thinking how unfair life was. A lot of people died. And as the days went by, the number of death has also increased.

I still considered myself LUCKY. I know that there is a purpose why that incident happened to CHINA. Life must go on. Yes, all of us have to face it. But I couldn't keep myself of thinking about this natural disaster. I DON'T WANT THIS TO HAPPEN AGAIN. I DON'T WANT OTHER PEOPLE SUFFER. I DON'T WANT TO SEE DEAD PEOPLE.

LIFE IS SO UNFAIR... REALLY UNFAIR.

The best thing to for me to do is to enjoy life. I want to value each second. Who knows maybe I'll die tomorrow.

IT'S SATURDAY, ISN'T IT?

OMG.... The day was so exhausting. I still wanted to sleep. I slept at 3:00 AM last night since I talked to Eva and Shemness for about 2 hours, 20 minutes, and 24 second (so exaggerated...lol). I woke up at 6 AM because I have to work... hehe

It's "MOTHER'S DAY".......... I was supposed to go to the mall with my family, but unfortunately, after my lesson earlier this morning, I slept until 3:30 PM... too bad... So.... only my parents went there...

RIGHT NOW, I'M A BIT NERVOUS BECAUSE ONE OF MY STUDENTS LATER ON. I don't want to be humiliated by someone. I hate when other people tell something negatively. I don't even know you so watch your words. I'm trying to be nice... always... so tonight? I DON'T KNOW... I AM WHAT I AM. DON'T BE SO RUDE....OR SO MEAN.... I'm just controlling my temper. I'm almost there... you know. OKAY.... see you then later... be ready... coz I'm ready.


EVA EVA EVA...

WOW. Eva posted some of her pictures with Ms Miho. Miho is so fabulous. She's taller than I thought.

OPPPPPPPPPPS.. AHIA.. AHIA... AHIA... AHIA... EVA? WE'RE FRIENDS, RIGHT?... lol

YOU'RE A USER... I KNOW RIGHT..

I have had no idea what title to post when suddenly this phrase struck my mind. Someone just texted me. "I know right."

The day was so tiring for me. I went to see some of my friends and boss in my work. We just ate lunch in a restaurant, talked about our lessons, discussed some not-so-important matters, and knew each other well. The lunch only took about 1 hour, 1 minute, and 56 seconds.... (OA)... hehe...

continuation later........

JUST SMILE WHEN IT HURTS THE MOST

WAZZZZZUP? I almost forget to write here in my blog. I have been so busy these days doing my final paper. I have no idea but I want to bring this final paper to an end. I'm so stressed of writing this. I'm tired already........ Only few pages left and it's done....

People are so unfair sometimes. WHY? Ask yourself why.

I want to rest. I want to cry. I want to free myself from this deception. I'm tired...almost want to give up....

I don't know what to do tomorrow. I don't want to meet people. I don't want to see them. I don't want to hear them too. WHY? I don't know. I'm feeling restless. I just want to stay inside my room and sleep. I can't explain what I'm feeling right now. It's very vague, indistinct, vacant, enigmatic, obscure, and ambiguous.

FIREWORKS DISPLAY AT MALL OF ASIA

I DON'T WANT TO MISS A THING

Why oh why? Yes! I was listening to this music when I remembered someone ...TOINK. hehe.

"I don't want to close my eyes... I don't want to fall asleep"

I wasn't able to write something yesterday because I was so busy. How? Why? How come?

HERE'S WHY:

1- I had my morning lesson.

MR so-so guy
Harry potter
Mr music
Mr Jolly

2- I went to bed (at 1 in the afternoon)after eating lunch because I only slept for two hours the other night. Why? Of course....you know... thinking of someone.....thinking about my problem.. how to solve it...and all that stuffs.

3- I was reading some books about basketball because of my biomecanics paper. I still didn't know what to write. It's better for me to gather some data about it.

4- My stomach was aching the whole day. I haven't told my parents about it, you know. I WAS BLEEDING TOO (internal bleeding I think).
How this started? I have no idea. Maybe because of too much PROBLEM, too much STRESS, and TOO MUCH OF TOO MUCH.

5- Since I have felt that I'm going to die (seriously), I decided to go to MALL OF ASIA with my friends and witness the fireworks display. Thanks to my MOM for the FREE tickets. At least, I enjoyed the night even just for 4 hours. After that, I was so sad again. :(

Something is missing. I can feel it. I don't know why but it keeps on killing me. For me, friendship is really an important, significant, and valuable part of my life. I'm not really comfortable if someone is mad at me. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to fix it. What I want is to bring back the times when I take satisfaction and enjoy everything with my friend. It's different now. I have to do something to be forgiven by someone. But how? I don't know. It's hard to say when but I really want to heal this wound as soon as I can, or I would say before I die.

HELP ME PLEASE..........I DON'T WANT TO MISS SOMEONE. I don't want to LOSE a friend.

EVERY BREATH I TAKE

What a wonderful day it is.

Again, as always, I slept at 7 AM earlier because I talked to some people last night (chat and call...hehe). It was so weird that I did this thing again. Even if I wasn't feeling good or even if my body just really wanted to rest.

After the lesson last night (about 12:00 midnight): CHACHAPOT sent a message (AGAIN). Another "vongacious" chikahan with my newly-found friends.

OPPPPPS MM also did the same thing. Chudingmai was online too. Shane? Where are you? I wonder...

Here we go again... KIWON bombarded me with lots of messages. We just talked for about 3-4 hours last night. I don't know why but he was so interesting and nice. We just discussed everything. NICE VOICE AHHHHHH

So what's next?

I HAVE A BIG BIG BIG PROBLEM.

I unquestionably don't know how to start my final paper. I just need to motivate myself now. I still have 7 days to do it. 365 days of training program is a NO JOKE. I don't want to stress myself now. I need to restore my energy. I have to relax and give my body a new vigor (okay... just take a shower many times and brush your teeth the whole day...hehe and that would be fine).

Opppps few minutes from now, I will have my lesson.

Mr Music
Harry Potter
Mr kimura
Mrs Old
new stud
Mr Rich
Ms London

Oh! Tomorrow will be a nice day for me. Why? Because I will go somewhere with my friends and watch the fireworks display. I hope to enjoy the day. SO PLEASE..... DON'T RUIN or SPOIL my day. hehe.

Oh......What happened to "N"? I have no idea. We haven't talked for about 4 days, 7 hours, 55 minutes, and....wait.... 12 seconds now... wahaha

OKAY.... TIME WILL HEAL THIS WOUND.... I KNOW IT.... UNLESS.... UNLESS....

MISSED CALL- JUST FORGIVE AND FORGET

Oh no! I forgot to write something last night. Why? I talked to numbers of people (Audrey Dawn, Dyosa, Chudingmai, Chapot, MM, Shane, And Kiwon (he wants me to call him kuya, I dunno why. lol).

Oh! Kiwon told me to say "absolutely" instead of "of course".... nice one.

Earlier yesterday was a very not-so-important-but-interesting day. My professor got irritated, pissed off, and angry during the lesson. Why? he felt humiliated and "nabastos" (moritified) when, suddenly, only twelve of his thirty-three students (including me), took his class, or I would say went to his class. So, since no one was interested about his class (oppps not me....), he decided to cancel the class and just required the whole class to submit a paper. The paper wasn't as easy as it implied. The class would have to submit a minimum of 30 pages on biomechanical training program for novice player, day-to-day basis (So it means that I have to make a training program for 365 days... are you kidding?.... IT'S IMPECCABLY IMPOSSIBLE). Before I can do it, I need to refresh everything, from plyometrics to strengths and endurance.

So? I don't know! I still want to study even without my professor's help. This paper is really a challenge. I have to start doing it as soon as I can.


WOW! EVA, my friend, has just sent a message (through skype, of course).

Eva: I GOT MY VISA! I GOT MY VISA! I GOT MY VISA!

ME: wow......

Eva will go to London to visit his brother (cool). She will stay there for two months (yes, very long). I'm very glad to hear that from you Eva. hehe


ammmmm... what's next?


Opppps another message.... FROM CHACHAPOT... HEHE

Oppps another message.... FROM CHATTY... WAHAHA

HOW ABOUT "N"?

We're still not in good terms. I want to invite "N" to watch the fireworks display (HANABI in Japanese) this Saturday but I don't know how. "N" still doesn't send me any messages, even just a simple hi or hello.

Duh... I hate the word "MISSED CALL." Our misunderstanding started because of "missed call."

OKAY... NOW I KNOW. "N" doesn't have the concept of it. But wait.....Do I really need to adjust or conform to N's belief and behavior? NO WAY! NO WAY! You're living here in MY country so better for you to adjust, NOT ME. I'm trying to be nice, kind, and well-bred every time we see each other. What you're doing right now is SOCIALLY UNACCEPTABLE (yes....).

But it's totally over. I have to move on.

"Be beautiful if you can, wise if you want to... But be respected-that is essential."

"I guess I should warn you, if I turn out to be particularly clear, you've probably misunderstood what I've said"

ENOUGH FOR NOW... CHANGE THE TOPIC

I need to rest I think. My body wants freedom from activity. I always feel that something is wrong inside me (I'm not kidding around). My body's capacity starts to slow down gradually. Do I need to see a doctor? I don't know. hehe. It's just an ulcer I think (too much coffee, too much WORK, too much problems, too much too much to much). I have enough. I always feel pain inside me but I can't describe it (hard to explain). I just want to live and enjoy everything.

CHANGE THE TOPIC AGAIN... HEHE DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT...

My students last night were just the same, but I had two or three new studs (hehe). NO MR KIMURA (NOT HIS REAL name)

Mr Music
Harry potter
another one canceled the class (sayang... I was so excited pa naman)
Ms London
Old stud
new stud
new stud
Mr Jolly

I don't want to elaborate anything. I'm tired today. I just want you to know. wahaha

WHEN YOUR BEST FRIEND BECOMES YOUR ENEMY

Oh! I don't know how to start my blog. I'm not feeling well tonight (yes, it's 10:11 pm right now). This is the saddest day I ever have.

"It takes a thousand sweet efforts to build a great relationship, yet one fatal error can destroy everything you have started."

I really didn't know how it started but my friend hated me so much. I felt extreme hatred or enmity towards him. He's such a loser. It was actually a simple disagreement but he took it so badly. Cultural differences somehow/anyhow affected our relationship. I almost talked to him everyday but those days were gone by just a simple misunderstanding, disparity, or I would say quarrel.

Sometimes we search so much for the right choices, right paths, right time, right person, and the right reasons...........ONLY TO FIND OUT.....NASA LEFT PALA (IT'S ON THE LEFT)JOKE... JOUDAN DAYO... WAHAHA

SO WHAT'S NEXT?

I don't know. I want to talk to him but I couldn't. He always ignores my calls and messages. It's better to stay this way. Destiny is not really for us. I HAVE TO MOVE ON.....

FOR MYSELF: THINK FOR A MINUTE OR TWO ABOUT HOW I WILL FACE THIS PROBLEM/CONDITION


THAT HURTS.... YOU KNOW....HURTS....

FEELING THE ABSENCE OF SOMEONE

I just got home from my class in the university. The class was better today. I learned considerable amount of information and knowledge today. Why? Four of my classmates reported on basic movements and proper execution of selected movements in dance (ballet, rumba, and other latin dances). Wow.....

To make the story short, I was able to understand and know the proper way of pronouncing the following words:

BATTEMENT- at first, I thought this word's pronunciation was (beyt-ment), but it wasn't. It should be like "BAT-MA," since it's a French word.

TENDU- avoid saying TEN-DU. The correct way would be TON-DU (another French word).

PIROUETTE- PI-RO-WET, as simple as that.


WHAT ELSE?

AM I HAPPY TODAY? NO..... why? wakaranai.

Some of my friends just graduated from college. I really appreciated the time they shared with me during their college years(yes... you guys... you know who you are...).
I was scanning/looking at their posted pictures last night. I was so happy that they
survived the challenges of the university, but at the same time sad since it meant few opportunities and chances for me to see them again. ARIGATO GOZAIMASU for everything.

CHANGE THE TOPIC....

Later will be an exciting night for me. WHY? HOW COME? BECAUSE.... my students later are my favorite ones.

HARRY POTTER
MR JOLLY
OYAKUDON
MR SPORT
MR (I DON'T KNOW WHAT NAME TO GIVE)

I'm feeling low-spirited, joyless, sad, unhappy, and gloomy because Kimura is not my student tonight. wahaha. Hope to hear your story soon. KI O TSUKETE

MR ENTHUSIASTIC.... MOOSHIWAKE ARIMASEN FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE. I KNOW THAT YOU'RE STILL MAD AT ME. HEHE YURUSHITE KUDASAI

SAYOONARA FOR NOW... JA MATA

STAY WITH ME (SONG)

WOW! I was listening to music when I heard this song,"stay with me" sung by Neyo. The song was "nakakaindak" (opppps, i dunno what's the english term for it.... ammmmm ELECTRIFYING? WAHAHA.) and relaxing at the same time.

Anyway, today was just a normal day for me, nothing thrilling and breathtaking happened.

opppps...CHOTTO MATTE... someone sends a message through skype.....wahaha wait...

It's HARRY POTTER. WAHAHA.

Tonight will be a busy night for me. Why? I have a report and paper to submit tomorrow. Wow, I have been stressing myself too much these days. Yesterday, I felt something was wrong with me. Ammmmm Never mind... hehe.

Oh earlier today, I talked to Cho Chang. Wahaha. She was so delightful, entertaining, and enjoying during our long conversation. We discussed something about the daily activities of Harry Potter(yes soccer... and taking care of hambutta.... wahaha)

OH... WHAT IS HAPPENING?

I read an article for my lesson later. NOT AGAIN. The article was about the torch relay for the Beijing Olympics. Right now, according to the news article, the torch was being relayed in Seoul, South Korea. As expected, numbers of protesters (mostly western people and pro-Tibet demonstrator) disrupted the Olympic relay. But what happened was those protesters were being overshadowed by Chinese students in South Korea (about 30, 000... wow...).
OH NOW I KNOW.... CHINA COMPRISES 1/5 OF THE WORLD'S POPULATION.... so no doubt about it.

In my opinion, sports should be separated from political issues. Sports must be a time for us (yes... US....) to unite and promote world peace (naks....). Sports should not be used as a venue for political interest.

How about you?
wahahah

oppppss..... It's almost time.... I have to work..... bye for now....

MY PICTURES.... WITH MY FRIENDS

READ ME NOT

Hi! I'm back. I just wanted to write again. It's 8:25 am. Everyone was so busy....except me. wahaha.

Yesterday, I went to the mall (not again) with "N". Nothing really special happened. We just ate in a Japanese restaurant. I ordered "kake age" since "N" ordered it too. The taste wasn't as palatable, appetizing, toothsome, tasty, and savory as I expected (but I still love Japanese cuisine hehe). I wanted to throw up. I ordered another one, this time was a chicken meal with egg (a chicken tonkatsu I think... if there such a term existed....NOOOOOO... IT WAS OYAKODON..... THANKS MS MIDORI). After that, we just walked around the mall, talked about his stay in the Philippines, and discussed some important matters (it's a secret). wahaha

My students last night were just the same (in short, loyal ones). I wasn't feeling great today so I couldn't describe anyone's lesson.

IT'S BETTER TO DO THIS WAY (I used code names for anonymity):

Mr Music- my first student was a 16-yr old who loves to read books and plays musical instrument

Mr Matsuzake (not his real name)- he wasn't that talkative tonight but still good

HARRY POTTER- yes! Japanese version of Daniel Radcliffe (I'm not kidding.... It's true).

Takuya Kimura (not his real name)- we did tongue twister and read some article

Mr Libra- we just had a conversation and a few grammar lessons last night

Mr Jolly- he laughed the whole lesson (no doubt about it). Nothing interesting happened. Both of us were a bit tired and exhausted.

WHY I'M WRITING NOW? I DON'T KNOW. I'M FEELING SAD AGAIN. THAT'S IT.

OH....I HAVE TO EAT MY BREAKFAST. SEE YOU LATER.......

STILL CAN'T GET OVER

Wow..... What time is it? ammm 7:16 in the afternoon (oh...i have lessons from 8pm 'til 12)...

I couldn't sleep last night, maybe because I drank cups of coffee before and after my work (what do I do now....). What I did was I watched American film just to kill the time. The title of the movie was....ammmmmm... I remember now... "40 days and 40 nights".... The movie was just okay, a typical romantic comedy drama (I love it though). I finished watching the movie when my brother and sister went to university and my mom went to her office (7:00 am I think). Yes, I slept at 7:30 in the morning.

BEFORE I FORGET, MY LESSON LAST NIGHT WAS JUST OKAY.

My students were so cool, nice, and kind. However, as I told you in my previous blog, one of my students canceled the lesson for 1 hour wahaha. WHAT AN ABSURD IDEA.

My first student once again was a 12 year-old guy who wants to be a professional baseball player someday (ahhhhh like Daisuke Matsuzaka).

The second one was Ms M (wow is that you Mika Nakashima?). We talked about Cebu and Bohol island. She seemed interested in some beautiful places in the Philippines (why not here in Manila...wahaha).

My next student was a librarian (do I need to tell her name?....She's Ms Miki). We discussed about "best friends" and other stuffs. OH....wait....WOW......Hoping her to read this blog. It was so enjoying to have a conversation with her. She said that she would make her own blog too (I can't wait to read it...hehe).

Oppppps....Next to Ms Miki was TAKUYA KIMURA..... opppppps no..... just Takuya..... wahaha.... During the lesson, Takuya was so glad, happy, enthusiastic, ammmm what else......excited... WOW HE'S REALLY CLEVER, INTELLIGENT, AND GOOD. He just told me that he passed the interview. CONGRATS.......

Next to him was (of course) MR JOLLY. We only had about 25 minutes of talk (so sad). We talked about his picture...picture....picture.... and so on. wahaha.. I don't know what to say. wahaha...

Last was Mr W (yes.... he was my student the other day). We exchanged opinions about death sentence, rape case, judicial process, and other things about law. Wow... you're so amazing.

WAIT FOR A WHILE....

AFTER 15 MINUTES OF AWAITNG, LINGERING, AND ANTICIPATING....I'M BACK.

I JUST WANT TO SHARE THIS AGAIN.

I woke up when my phone was ringing (wow deja vu....). Someone was calling.....Who's that...
was that A? no.... S? no.... P? no....who then?.....N?N?N?N?N?N? YES... YES... N was calling. He was asking if I'm free today. He wanted to go somewhere. Why me? Why not K.

ME: I have no idea. It's better to call K. Ask K about it. Just tell me where to go. Okay?

N: everything OKAY. wahahaha (he would always utter this).

TODAY, I went to SM Megamall, of course, with "k" and "N". We ate in a Swizz restaurant (ALMON MARIA dude) and that's it. wahaha. They were enjoying the time. How about me? NOT REALLY. I just ordered this never-tasted food called mushroom paramatta. I didn't like it. It was just a mushroom with sauce, nothing palatable with this food.

WHAT'S NEXT... YES... I bade good bye to them since I had my lesson tonight. It was about 6:00 pm (hope both of them enjoyed the time....... are you jealous Rommel?... ammmm... ahhhh.... Noooooo.... noooooooo doubt about it... wahaha.

My Goooolly....MRT(train)was so JAM-PACKED (sikip naman... bantot... wahaha....). Philippines will be Philippines...Forever.

oh.... It's 7:56 pm. I have my first student in a while.. bye for now...

I TOLD YOU

(during the lesson). The phone was ringing (or i would say skype was ringing). It was Takuya san's lesson tonight. I greeted him with my very rehearsed "o genki desu ka." Takuya san answered very happily... wow.... what's happening to you.. you sounded delighted.


It was then I realized when Takuya said something like...........

Takuya: "I'm going to AIC...I'm going to Scotland"

ME: "really?"......really? oh.... (can't believe)... wow.... (surprised).... omg...
ME (again): wow... tell me... why.... no.... how.... ammmmmm..... wahahaha... I dunno what to say.

AND THAT'S IT.... TAKUYA SAN DID IT.... I TOLD YOU.... YOU CAN DO IT.... WOW..... JUST BELIEVE IN YOURSELF..... ALWAYS GIVE YOUR BEST SHOT.

I HATE THIS DAY....

I was just checking my multiply account when (suddenly) something.... or I would say someone caught my attention. Opppsss.... I clicked the link and...... speechless for 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 seconds. OMG.
Do I need to share it? Okay.....I saw the posted picture of my best friend's boyfriend with other girl (whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat). It was not just that. The picture was taken in a wedding celebration. Wow. What's happening here? He was married with other girl, not my friend, but someone else. That's why my friend was so depressed, saddened, and discouraged these past few days.

Why I'm writing right now? Because my student tonight canceled the lesson (so sad on my part..... yes..... I have 1 hour of rest (i hate you man.... you have done this for 4 months already). I don't know what to say. (you waste my time....). Who cares? you? it's my blog.... i don't care about you actually. You're just a waste of time.....

Opppppsss... take a deep breathe.... inhale.... exhale..... hhhuuuuuuuuuuuuh. FORGET ABOUT IT...... JUST RELAX...... ohhh Rommel, be good..... be good.....

You know what, when I started working in my job, I have experienced unhappy moments... I don't want this kind of instances anymore.... sigh....sigh......sigh...oh....it's killing me....

Oh...wanna share this to you...

Tomorrow.... I will go somewhere (not in the university). I'm free tomorrow because I don't have a class (good for me..... I need to give my self a rest sometimes). MALL again? owww...... alone? no way..... I have to call my friends first..... wait........ wahahaha...

ATE AUDREY...... MALL NAMAN TAYO BUKAS.... SANA MABASA MO ETO....(oppppps.... it's in Tagalog....).

Oh.... I still have 40 minutes of boring time.

Just to write later....

breakfast + lunch = BRUNCH

After my work last night, I didn't know what happen after. I just got waken up actually. It's 10:45 am (wahahaha). I had a long rest i think. I stressed myself to much yesterday... from school works, school works... and.... school works.... I was feeling dead tired last night. My last student at that time was Mr Jolly (hope you remember him).

Right now, I have no idea on what to do. It's 11:12 in the morning and.... yes... I have a class later. Oh! I just wanna share this to you.........
Last night (not again), I forgot to eat dinner. Am I on a diet? Of course not. I was just enjoying my work last night, talking to my student, exchanging some very in depth opinions and ideas... and that's it.

Ammmmmm wait.... HAVE TO EAT BRUNCH... HARA HETTA NA.....

After 15 minutes of peaceful, calm, but voracious and rapacious eating, I'M BACK. Thank God for the food.

So I dunno what to say now. My father right now is sleeping. My sister has a class. My brother goes to his class too. My mother works also. Yes.... another BORING day for me. I'm alone.
Do I need to prepare for my class now? I don't know. I still want to write. But what am I going to write?

Oh last night, I had a wonderful and nice students.

The first student was so great. She's a music teacher, major in opera. Wow.... she sang a song for me (what a great voice). It was actually her first time to have a lesson (hope she enjoyed the time last night).

The second one was a 35 years old working in Chicago. I would always say "good evening" and "good morning" every time he's my student (of course.... it's morning in Chicago while evening here in the Philippines). He was really kind and nice. He shared his visit in California last week.

The third student was......ammmmm........ I love her as my student.... she was so fun.... She told me about her dog (named Konan) and she also talked about her husband (named Konan too... joudan dayo). She said that she wants to go to the Philippines with her husband... and of course with Konan the dog for vacation.

The next student was Mr W. He was really good during our conversation. We talked about rice shortage here in the Philippines (how did you know that sir?).

My fifth student was Mr Takuya. We talked about his interview. (Do I need to elaborate everything?). Mr T was so nice every lesson. Oh....I'm going to read his blog.... CHOTTO MATTE KUDASAI (please wait... wahaha).

30 SECONDS AFTER READING TAKUYA SAN'S BLOG...

Wow..... great takuya san... just don't give up. every failure has its own purpose. Always remember that there are still better opportunities for you. (BUT YOU KNOW WHAT.... I THINK YOU DID WELL DURING THE INTERVIEW..... JUST TRUST YOURSELF).

My last student was........ammmm.....of course.... Mr Jolly (not his real name).... we talked a lot of things last night. He was really eager to improve his english skills. He was so inquisitive last night. Mr Jolly has improved a lot. He could express, utter, voice out everything he wants to say.
He was a bit tired during the lesson (oh you need to rest now.... wahaha). Just keep learning Mr Jolly...........I hope your friend Mr Enthusiastic is not mad at me at all.......

Oh.... my........ gooooooly......what time is it? oh... 12: 05 pm? omg..... have a class at 1:oo pm

I'm running out of time.... wahahaha see you later..... bye.....JA NE

UNTITLED

I was thinking about a catchy title but, unluckily, my brain wasn't working well. I just got home when i wrote this blog. It seemed that my body was drained by strength and energy (yes.... in short.... i'm tired...i'm weary.... power is not here. energy is not also here... and vigor, strength, and freshness are also missing..... ohhhh... i need you so badly).

My class earlier in the university wasn't that exciting, astounding, captivating, and so on..... It was just a normal boring day but better than yesterday (kinou yorimo yoi... in japanese... wahaha yehey). I felt dizzy, whirling, light-headed, and giddy during my class. Oh! I had a report earlier (I told you that yestersay, right?). (JUST TO EXAGGERATE)..The report went well. My professor and classmates were stunned, amazed, thunderstruck, and shocked when I delivered my report (I wonder why). It was then I found out that I used a never-heard accent during the report (wahaha one of my classmates said that I sounded like a Brit, American, Indian, Japanese, Filipino, and..... I dunno what are you talking about... Really? OMG.... my work has changed the way I enunciate words...... yes.... very unique.. lol).

I reported about back walkover ( a gymnastic skill dude). The class bombarded and struck me with irrelevant, useless, and absurd questions (what's happening here.... are you kidding around). Oh well, fortunately, I was able to answer all the questions cleverly and sometimes sarcastically.

After my report.... another reporter....5 minutes of silence... I was checking my bag when my phone rang. Yes, someone was calling (was i expecting the call.... yes.... 90 %). wahaha.... The caller was..... oppppps.... do I need to say the name.... better not.... we can just call him "N." wahaha. Unexpectedly, suddenly, and unfortunately, I wasn't able to answer the call. I had a class right. I would not want to be scolded or upbraided by the professor because I answered the call. What I did was I sent him a message (through text). Wow.... "N" knows how to do texting (amazing..... Someone taught you, right?). While the boring reports were still ongoing, "N" and I sent each other some messages. I haven't talked to "N" for almost 4 days.... I don't know why....(i'm really really really sad about it... yes.... it's true).

Our conversation went like this... wahaha "N" please don't be mad about it. OKAY?

N: did you call me?
ME: what?
ME: earlier? ammmm. SOO OMOIMASU. wahaha how are you? O GENKI DESU KA....
ME: (again) sorry for not answering the call. i have a class right now...wazzup?
N: IM OKAY. THANK YOU

Yes... I was waiting for N's message but he didn't reply back.... so sad.... okay...
(someting is wrong i think).

Another 10 minutes passed. No message from "N"
Oh my class was over.... yes....Im going home now....Still sad and depressed...

NOT AGAIN.... I FORGOT TO EAT LUNCH AGAIN.... HOW COME?

Today was an abnormal day. It's hot but it's raining (very unusual.... very exceptional... wahaha...).

OPPPPPPPS, I sent another message to "N"

ME: "N"... I created a blog last night...wahaha just wanna share it to you..

After 10 minutes of waiting... finally, "N" replied..

N: Okay... i'm going to check it......

That's it.... nothing else... I was expecting something but It never happened.
wahaha...

oh.... it's almost 5:18 pm.... I need to prepare for my lesson later....

I hope Takuya did well in his interview....

see you later everyone..... bye for now.....

what a superb whole day......

By this time, I was supposed to do my report for tomorrow's class. However, my motivation wasn't here right now (wahahaaha where are you.... come here...). My brain would want to relax for a while. The best way to do was to write on my blog the activities I have encountered today.

i have just finished my lesson (in my work) when I realized to do the report (report for my biomechanics subject). But it seemed that my body wanted to stumble (i wanna give up baby). Unconsciously, i never realized that i worked to hard today. I wouldn't want to deprive my body the opportunity to rest (a 20 mins of rest will do).

I had an exhausting day today. i woke up at 12 in the afternoon, took a bath, went to school, waited for my professor, forgot to eat lunch, listened to my boring class, exchanged opinions with the professor, bought something at Mc Donalds, ate fries and burger, drank coke, and went home (wow..... quite tiring though). I reached my home at 4 pm. I turned my laptop on and went online (i'm always online... as you would know... wahaha). All of my friends were offline so another bum and boring day for me. Wakaranai kedo.

I read an article for tonight's lesson with my students. FYI (for your information... wahaha), some of my students always want to read and discuss an article. But i brought into concrete existence that it might be good if I would conduct a conversation rather than article reading to my student. I was thinking for a mind-boggling question when something struck into my beautiful mind. Oh..... yes very interesting question....

My first student for tonight was a 12 yr old guy who would want to be a professional baseball player in the future. He was really good during the lesson (nothing really interesting happened... wahaha... so sad... he's not my student tomorrow).

The second student was a 60 amm.... 62? no.... 63....? no.... maybe 65 years old businessman somewhere out there (omg I forgot his age).
The third was a librarian from somewhe out there too... wahahaha.

"If the doctor found out that you have a stage 4 cancer (cannot be cured baby) and you only have 6 months to live, what are you going to do."

My third student ( a librarian) said she wants to travel to different countries like USA, Australia, Europe, and Africa. She also told me that she would want to eat lots of foods before she die.

My fourth student (Mr Moody) answered the question by sharing his experience with his dad. But after a few minutes of polite discussion, he uttered " Do you have an article? I would rather want to discuss an article and nothing else"... too bad... I have really expected him to to so since i was his tutor for quite sometimes. I have observed his attitude since he started taking my class.. wahaha Mr Moody....toink.

The fifth student was very emotional and opinionated. He was almost crying when he delivered his great answer. According to him, he wanted to share his remaining days with his wife and son. If possible, he would rob a bank and get all the money and give it to his family (to give his son a good future... how nice....). My student didn't realize that i was a little bit crying when he explained everything to me (wahaha i'm so sensitive). He will not be my student tomorrow... so depressing... wahaha.

My sixth student wasn't that good. i was glad to be her teacher again. I had been her tutor for 2 month. I dunno why but, suddenly, she wasn't taking my class anymore (what's wrong with me.... or with you... wahaha.... joudan dayo). Nothing really exciting happened.

The last student was a loyal one (Mr Jolly... hehe please if you read it dont get mad.... please). He would always laugh during our lesson. At first, he asked me if i'm okay tonight (did i sound lonely or sad... wah
aha). Last night i was so depressed, as in low in spirit physically, mentally, emotionally, and heartily..... if there is such a word. Mr Jolly's friend, Mr enthusiastic, and I had a misunderstanding or disagreement the other day. I had no idea what really happened but he sent me a message (through skype baby...wahaha) saying that he was so sad that I told someone of blah blah blah blah... do I need to say it... i don't want to spill it out... wahaha. I already apologized to Mr Enthusiastic for what happened. Yes... I was really sincere about it. I was crying, depressed, sad, worried, hopeless, disheartened, tearful, regretful, grieving, tearing, cheerless, gloomy, saddened, woebegone, and miserable last night. Yes... i'm not joking. (THANKS TO ATE AUDREY.... WE TALKED FOR ONE HOUR LAST NIGHT AFTER MY WORK SO I BECAME A BIT VIVACIOUS AND LIVELY).

earlier tonight, before the lesson, Mr Enthusiastic sent a message (of course, through skype.. wahaha) saying that he's not mad at me anymore. I was totally glad that he forgave me for what had happened. Thank you Mr Enthusiastic for giving me a chance. I still hope to be your TEACHER again in the future (when is that future.... wahahaha.. just joking again).

Lastly, tomorrow will be the interview of Mr Takuya. I wasn't able to talk with him because he was already offline when I was trying to call him. I'm sorry sir. I wish you a good luck for your interview. Remember, if you stammer or if you don't know what to say..just think of the GUITAR and the song you SANG. YOU CAN DO IT... I KNOW THAT... OH.... HE'S MY STUDENT TOMORROW. HOPE HE DOES WELL.

Oh my GOWWWD... it's already 4:00 in the morning... I almost forgot my report. OMG... Panic.. no.... breathe in... no.... breathe out... no....omg... i dunno what to do now... bye for now... see you tomorrow.

my first blog... my usual day....

This is my first time to write a blog. I still have no idea on what to write. It is better i think for me to introduce myself, so for you to know.

I'm Rommel Casipe, a 21 years old student from the Philippines. Some would say that I'm funny, but in reality I'm very sensitive. Sometimes I'm moody too. I'm a sports science major from the best university in the Philippines (no doubt about it... UP). I love playing volleyball and badminton with my friends. Reading books and watching American film also fascinate me. as of now, I'm learning Japanese. Hiragana, katakana, and kanji make my brain to explode (joudan dayo). Few years from now, I will study in Japan as an exchange student (I'm really hoping).

I work as a part-time tutor in an online English school (somewhere out there.... Do I need to say the name). Most of my students are Japanese. Some of them are nice but there are some who are very demanding. I love to teach very much. I always enjoy being their teacher. my experiences as an online teacher make me a better individual. i encounter many student with different personalities.

Actually, my student's blog gives me an idea to create my own (takuya san).

next blog.... later....