THAT'S LIFE... a letter from myself... for myself..

To Rommel,

You know life is just like that. People sometimes want you because they need you. But after that, they will definitely neglect you. They would act and look nice to you but then, after all the things you've done to them, they will suddenly forget you. People are just like that i think. Life must go on. Remember that there is a reason for everything. Just let them do what they want. After all, it's there own choice anyway. If they opt to be with you then it's fine. You don't need to force yourself beyond the normal limitation. Hey Rommel.... don't act like an idiot. Don't be so immature. Forget those people and live as if everyone wants you.

You know.... they are just part of your life. Your life in this world will be boring without them. Just avoid them. Delete them from your Skype account, Friendster, Multiply, and Facebook. IF possible, block them.... hehe....



Sincerely Yours,
Your Alter Ego

5TH YEAR 1ST SEMESTER.

hello everyone...
i wasn't able to visit my blog these past few days since i have been so busy doing some works and other stuff. i had no time actually to write nor visit my blog. so i decided to do so.

hehe i went to the mall with my siblings and friend earlier today. we ate in a japanese restaurant for lunch. i ordered gyudon and meso soap for a change. it was a very voracious but palatable lunch. i almost wanted to order another but decided not to. i was just frustrated when there was no "natto" in that restaurant(how come....).

after that delightful time, we just roamed around the mall, bought a pair of shoes and new clothes, and wandered again for about an hour. time passed by to quickly. it was 5 pm so we decided to get home.

wow! that was an awesome day for me. it has been a loooooooong time since i spent my time with my brother and sister.

oppppppppppppps... Classes in the university are looooooooooming. i'm so excited to see my always-there-for-me friends, very-loyal-and-funny classmates, and professors.

last week was the regitration day in the university. it was,NO DOUBT, a very exahusting, time-consuming, enduring, and tiring day. the registration process was still so sluggish. i had to fall in line for 2 hours just to take one subject(i'm not kidding). i drank lots of soda and bottles of mineral waters at that day. it took me about 2 days to bring the registration to an end. huh

i got 21 units this semester (7 subjects....ammmmmmm still thinking how to balance my time). i can do it... i know....

JUST FACE IT

HELLO! WOW... I'm back from my normal routine. I was so laborious these days that I haven't written any in my blog. My summer class took most of my precious time. My professor required the class to write a one year training program. Fortunately, although tired, I was able to make it. I had worked for that paper for 8 days. It was a very knowledgeable experience since I learned a lot of things about basketball (come again? a what? basketball? wahahaah).

What's new with me?

Nothing much. I'm just still working as a part-timer, but this time my work becomes tiring and exhausting. I always enjoy teaching others. I share my experience and my knowledge about something. Everyday, I talk to different people with different personalities. Some are rude but many are thoughtful. Even if I'm tired, I always see to it that all of my student will enjoy my company. HARRY POTTER, CHO CHANG, MR JOLLY, MR KIMURA, MS LONDON, MS OPERA, MR PRINCIPAL, MR RUDE, AND A LOT LOT LOT MORE.

These people make my life more meaningful and colorful. I admire, treasure, and appreciate there stories. They would always tell me their experiences about life. Harry Potter and Cho Chang show their desire and interest by sharing their everyday activities. Thanks a lot.

HOW ABOUT YOUR OLD STUD "N"?

I don't know. I haven't talked to and seen him for a long time. Something weird happened. I couldn't explain it explicitly and clearly. I'm just so curious and have wondered why this thing happened (again). Before, we chatted like crazy as if tomorrow would never come. But now, it rarely happened (occured by chance). Anyways, as I would always tell myself, "just face it. It's just part of life. Problems are part of life. All of you, yes you, are part of my life. My life revolves around you guys." I always face problems and consequences but sometimes I want to give up (you know).

OKAY.... SO HOW COULD I FIX THIS PROBLEM?

According to my friend, a GOOD apology has 3 parts:

1. I'm sorry.

2. It's my fault.

3. How do I make it right?

As my friend would say, "A lot of people usually miss the third part."

Yes, I believe so. I understand now. It is better I think to fix this problem right away. But how? I really don't know how. Someone Blocks my way. Someone is always there hindering and HAMPERING this progress (I don't know if intentionally or not). And because of this, a lot of people hate me, mad at me, and feel extremely bad towards me (omg). I'M SO SELFISH I THINK. YES I KNOW IT. SO? I DON'T KNOW. LET TIME SOLVE THIS PROBLEM.

ate mm, chapot, chudingmai, and shane.... I'M VERY SORRY. I HAVEN'T TALKED TO YOU OR EVEN CALLED YOU FOR QUITE SOMETIMES BECAUSE OF MY BUSY SCHEDULE. I HAVE NO TIME RIGHT NOW. BUT I PROMISE TO CALL ALL OF YOU WHENEVER I'M FREE. THANKS....

I'M BACK

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRY!!!!!! OMG... It's been a while when I posted something in my blog. I've been so busy these days that I have no time to visit my blog. I'm very sorry.

Today was just a normal day, nothing really special happened except that I went out with my friends last night. The time passed by without even saying that I stressed myself to much.

My work was just the same. I still had the same set of student. All of them, FORTUNATELY, were so nice.

wow... I talked to MS LONDON earlier and she said a lot of things about her trip (NAKO EVA... KUNG BINABASA MO ETO.... MATATAWA KA... AS IN..).

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OMG OMG OMG OMG... WHAT'S HAPPENING HERE?

Two days ago, I was preparing for my lesson when I read an article about this earthquake incident in China. I was so SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD about it. I couln't stop thinking how unfair life was. A lot of people died. And as the days went by, the number of death has also increased.

I still considered myself LUCKY. I know that there is a purpose why that incident happened to CHINA. Life must go on. Yes, all of us have to face it. But I couldn't keep myself of thinking about this natural disaster. I DON'T WANT THIS TO HAPPEN AGAIN. I DON'T WANT OTHER PEOPLE SUFFER. I DON'T WANT TO SEE DEAD PEOPLE.

LIFE IS SO UNFAIR... REALLY UNFAIR.

The best thing to for me to do is to enjoy life. I want to value each second. Who knows maybe I'll die tomorrow.