I DON'T WANT TO MISS A THING

Why oh why? Yes! I was listening to this music when I remembered someone ...TOINK. hehe.

"I don't want to close my eyes... I don't want to fall asleep"

I wasn't able to write something yesterday because I was so busy. How? Why? How come?

HERE'S WHY:

1- I had my morning lesson.

MR so-so guy
Harry potter
Mr music
Mr Jolly

2- I went to bed (at 1 in the afternoon)after eating lunch because I only slept for two hours the other night. Why? Of course....you know... thinking of someone.....thinking about my problem.. how to solve it...and all that stuffs.

3- I was reading some books about basketball because of my biomecanics paper. I still didn't know what to write. It's better for me to gather some data about it.

4- My stomach was aching the whole day. I haven't told my parents about it, you know. I WAS BLEEDING TOO (internal bleeding I think).
How this started? I have no idea. Maybe because of too much PROBLEM, too much STRESS, and TOO MUCH OF TOO MUCH.

5- Since I have felt that I'm going to die (seriously), I decided to go to MALL OF ASIA with my friends and witness the fireworks display. Thanks to my MOM for the FREE tickets. At least, I enjoyed the night even just for 4 hours. After that, I was so sad again. :(

Something is missing. I can feel it. I don't know why but it keeps on killing me. For me, friendship is really an important, significant, and valuable part of my life. I'm not really comfortable if someone is mad at me. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to fix it. What I want is to bring back the times when I take satisfaction and enjoy everything with my friend. It's different now. I have to do something to be forgiven by someone. But how? I don't know. It's hard to say when but I really want to heal this wound as soon as I can, or I would say before I die.

HELP ME PLEASE..........I DON'T WANT TO MISS SOMEONE. I don't want to LOSE a friend.